Life’s twists and turns can indeed lead us to moments of introspection and inner conflict. It’s during these times that we grapple with questions about our sanity, purpose, and the unseen forces that shape our lives.
I believe that my vulnerability in expressing these thoughts would allot me the title of "commendable". Or is that an ego-driven thought? Either way, let’s explore a few insights that might resonate with you that resonated with me on a Soul level. I listed below four different perspectives and what I was able to recognize within myself, as I offered myself grace, empathy and compassion.
Dual Perspectives:
Hearing your own voice from two different perspectives can be disconcerting. It’s as if your inner self is engaged in a dialogue, wrestling with opposing forces. In my case I felt as if I was psychotic episode which spiritually means death of ego (ego death).
The struggle between your higher self (spiritual, intuitive, and connected to a broader understanding) and your lower self (physical, ego-driven, and tied to earthly concerns) is a common theme in spiritual and philosophical teachings. The Divided House:
The biblical reference from Mark 3:25 is powerful. Indeed, a house divided against itself cannot stand. It’s a metaphor for inner discord, conflicting desires, and the need for alignment.
Recognizing this division is the first step toward healing. Acknowledge both aspects of yourself—the spiritual and the earthly—and seek harmony. Navigating the Journey:
Your spiritual journey is a process of integration. It’s about bridging the gap between your higher self and your physical existence.
Moments of crisis or questioning are invitations to explore deeper truths. They can lead to growth, transformation, and a more authentic understanding of who you are. Seeking Help and Guidance:
If you have had a similar experience, then you’ve already taken a significant step by reaching out to God for help. Trust that divine guidance is available to you.
I also suggest considering support from trusted friends, mentors, or spiritual leaders. Sometimes an external perspective can provide clarity.
Remember that you’re not alone in this journey. Many have faced similar inner battles and emerged stronger. Embrace self-compassion and allow yourself to explore the depths of your being. May you find peace, understanding, and healing as you continue to navigate life’s mysteries.
Peace, Love and More Life