Great Day Beautiful Peeps. I hope this day is one where you are in expectation to catch your blessings, or maybe you are preparing to position yourself to catch what has already been prepared for you. Read it slowly I know I hit you with a lot of P's (lol). I promise it was not meant to be a tongue twister more than it is meant to be a mental stimulator to make you think, because when I received this download, I sat on the side of my bed and did just that. There is nothing like being awakened in the wee hours of the early morning by Source (God, the Most High, the Universe etc..,) to receive a message that is specifically for you. If I can be authentically honest and transparent with you, my first initial response when this normally occurs is, "God for real though, what's the message I'm listening, I have to prepare for work in two more hours, sheesh!". I know the Most High must laugh while saying, this one right here, my special child.
After I laugh at myself I normally proceed to get out of bed, kneel on my prayer rug and just listen.
Well, since I am being transparently honest sometimes I just sit up in my bed and say, "God I'm sleepy what's the message?". Today as I sat on the side of my bed , placing my feet on the floor beneath me, I whispered a prayer, "I'm Ready!". Immediately I heard are you prepared for what is prepared for you? Whoa! Not what I was expecting at all but I will take it. As I began to prepare for the start of this day I continued to think about that answer. As I stared at my reflection in the mirror I asked myself, are you prepared or are you preparing? Who are you showing up to yourself and the world as? The broken 16 year old version of you? lost and afraid, voice silence shut by abuse and fear? Oh, what a realization a hard truth, a hard revelation. Look at yourself and tell you what and who you see and be honest with you! The only opinion of honesty that matters is the honesty that you owe to yourself.
What I came to realize in this moment is that if I am prepared I have to commit to showing up for myself confidently as the healed 46 year old me, the survivor of life! If and when I say I am preparing, I tend to make excuses and prolong the process, or I allow fear to get in my way, which is an excuse. Being prepared and preparing might look different for you and I am here to listen and learn from your experiences so please feel free to share. However for myself, I realized that on the other side of the fear that I have been wearing around my neck is the life that has already been prepared for me. The life that I have seen in my visions for far to long now. The life that I am holding myself back from by constantly telling myself I'm preparing when deep down inside I know I am already prepared!
Listen, proper preparation prevents poor performance! What you want in life also wants you, it is already prepared for you, you just have to align with it. So how do I properly prepare? I have to first take accountability for my decisions. I have to make sure that my conduct and actions are in alignment with the version of myself that is patiently waiting for me to catch up, did you catch that? I also have to be realistic about how I see myself and stop moving prematurely. I have to become intentional and deliberate about me! I also have and had to let go of my fear of success, my fear of succeeding, my fear of becoming the Highest, best most authentic version of myself! This life that I am trying to reach and manifest is literally on the other side of all the excuses I keep allowing to hold me back. As I am coming to a close a download fell into my Spirit, a scripture, "I go to Prepare a place for you", what's for you has already been prepared, you just have to be positioned and be prepared to receive it, or positioned to reach it. Trust me, I get it (I feel your thoughts), it comes with shedding an outdated version of yourself, let her go! let him go! that version of you no longer exists you keep speaking to that valley of dry bones to give it life because its familiar to you. Speak life into your fears and allow the real you to show up! The confident ,ready, ready prepared with expectancy for your blessings to show up version of you!
Okay, this post is longer than I wanted it to be and I've been told that in todays society people don't like to read, I refuse to believe that. However, I'm going to end it here and allow you to ask yourself, am I prepared for what has already been prepared for me? Life more abundantly! Prosperity, Love, Joy, Peace, Happiness, Healthy relationships, the house, the car, whatever it is...
Let me know. I am looking forward to hearing from you
.A million thanks to you for taking the time to read pieces of my heart today!
Wait, here are a few steps that will assist you in showing up Prepared:
* Leave procrastination Behind
* Own your Power
* See yourself as confident (how you see yourself is how you will show up)
* Say No to the things that don't feel good to your Spirit
* Own your No, you said what you said!
* Stay ready by dressing the part.
* Believe and see yourself as already successful, we making it and making it no faking it!
* Speak with conviction and not hesitation, basically be confident in YOU!
* Be confident in your gifts, don't question what you bring to the table.
* Always have your elevator speech ready.
* Speak life over your life; Affirm I am a prepared woman ready for my blessings
* Affirm who you are on a daily basis
* Never settle for less
* Be aware of your value at all times and never fumble you!
Add to the list as you see fit and I most definitely will add to the second part of this post.
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